Chills roll up my spine as I write this.... Last night I had an unusual dream, one my first cousins who was murdered; nookie and I was in this apartment building. She was dressed as if she was going out, Black hand bag, boots, a light jacket, jeans I mean she looked good, very vibrant, full of life and She had a smile that I will never ever forget! Right now tears flow because I did not get to see her before she left us, and never got to share with her words from my heart, but as the story goes... The Dream was so profound that I had to share it. We were in this apartment which had an upstairs just three doors on the left.( I'll get to that in a moment). Downstairs were many people I'm mean lots of different faces, none I have ever seen before nor can i remember. I thought to myself; these must be Dead! The downstairs was like Newark, New Jersey's bus station(Packed).
As Nookie and I were walking, talking, Laughing, I noticed one particular"Man" Dark in complexion, dressed in black, Black coat, didn't see the lower half. But his face I will never forget, He had the most sinister smile... Eyes wide very clear, yet glossy. This "Man" Stood out. As always my brother told me; "Pay attention" "Stay Focused Bruh" this I did with my Cousin as we moved through out the downstairs area I maintained about three steps behind her protectively focusing on this guy, He had the most nastiest looking dreads, as if they were not maintained, new growth had began and he would not stop smiling...Odd! Very Protective I kept the pace of Nookie... We ascended up the stairs and to the left was a wall that lead upward. Three Doors dwelled upstairs nothing else. I paid no attention to the other side for there was no other side...Now Pay attention this "Man" did not follow us and I did not attempt to look down for I kept my eye on Nookie. I walked into one of the rooms and Nookie disappeared...Poof! the room had furniture but none of importance. That was all that I remembered I patiently waited but she never showed up... I explained to my mother the dream and she told me that Nookie was the Angel of God leading me out of Hell. (Now Ive been going through some things that you would not imagine lately), she told me that;that "Man" was Satan and the peolpe were demons, I told her in the Dream I thought the were dead!
She said that God uses a Face that we are most comfortable with in order to rescue us. For we Can not see his face so He uses the normal or what He knows we can Believe.... Since that conversation with my mother I have had a change of feeling toward God. I have always Loved and cherished the christian views, and have tried to maintain life acceptable unto Christ! With the world changing and jobs at its low, i have found myself lacking greatly in finances, struggling; not for the latest shoes or designer clothing but just merely paying bills. i have gone from earning $1800 a week to nothing in just a month, I gained employment with a company who neglected to pay me for two months ( of course i left). I am eager and aspiring to open my own business, confused I just did not know where to turn more or less who to talk to, But this Dream really gave me "eye opener" and with my mom being able to " discern" the Dream it gave me hope again, I hope you be inspired as well as I have been and continue to press forward!
